I don't know how to do without you .

My head is pounding , my heart is racing . You were all I left in my mind .

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I haven been posting at all recently , everyday is about school and school and friends of cos :D

This morning I woke up wondering if my happiness is real , or was it just a dream of mine . 

I wanna hold on to that . :)

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I know for you girls , somehow all of you are having a hard time . 

All the relationship stuff , and I know even tho you guys are smiling , but inside it's all torn and broken .

I want you guys to know I'll be there , when you need me .

Sorry to my dear Bowl . Sorry I didn't manage to meet you , or give you a hug and assures you that everything will be alright . I know you love him a lot , and you don't want this to end . 

I just hope that you will made the right decision , a decision that you would not regret in future .

No matter what I will be there . 

My head really hurts , so short post again ! 

I know you people stalk me , especially TESSA HO ! see this <---- yes you ! Now the whole world know that you secretly stalks me and you miss me and you are upset that despite the fact that we're both in engine school but never manage to see each other . Hahha , I even bang into Chermain Sim @ IT blk . 

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Haha , bye for now .

xoxo