Right now , it's 1:41 in the morning . I'm sitting alone in the living room , listening to 0330 bye U-kiss .
Thinking about .. you , thinking about life .
How many times have I posted about what do I seek in life , and what do i wanna change badly ?
Some days , I feel so blessed , with bf , bowl and lion and so on by my side .
Some days , I feel like a 5 yr-old throwing a fist cause I couldn't have my favorite sweet after lunch .
Some days , I feel like I need to puff badly , as if my problems would vanish or at least drift away .
Some days , I feel like I'm so alone , in my problematic life .
Some days , I just wish someone would give me a warm heart , gently tell me that everything would be alright.
Some days , I just wish I would be able to keep on pretending I'm someone I hope to be , with complete harmony family .
Some days , I just sat in front of my computer , and try to convince myself I'm alright , that I'm just being emotional and crap .
Sigh , Life is a bitch , and it will always fuck up even if you pray and beg for it to behave . :'(
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