The moment when you realized nothing is more important than being with him.

The sound of raindrops hitting against the window , the soft moist wind blowing against my skin .

My brain couldn't stop thinking about you , even for a second .

I know I've cause quite some trouble , I'm sorry :'(

Sigh .

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Have you ever feel useless ? Like you trying to swallow a lump of pills without water ?

And no matter how hard you try to push it down , it's just stuck at your throat . 

And that moment when your brain just couldn't function normally , your heartbeat accelerates ?

Your palm starts to perspire , you feel like you couldn't breathe ?

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I do :(